Just Pictures

Funny boy

My little Trucker is the funniest kid! Yestarday we were playing and he said to me. Mom my heart is happy. I said your heart is happy how come? He said he loved me and loved his brothers and sister! Oh what a sweet kid he is.
Also we went for a bike ride the other day . about five or six miles. My 9 year old decided he wanted to pull the bike buggy with two kids in it for me. He pulled it behind his bike over half the way back! He told me He did not think it was fair that I had to carry it all the way myself. I love my kids they are sooo sweet!!

I Hate Cancer

I hate it HAte it HAte it! My cousin was just diagnosed with breast cancer today! She is a young mother to three kids. I have such a hard time not letting the fear take over my life. It is not even me who has it. It is that horrible word and what it does that scares the CRAP out of me. I put myself in her shoes. Just telling the kids you had cancer is heartbreaking! I know for me my kids know what it is and what it does. I know how they would react. How do you be brave and strong? I know God is there ect.. some times , alot of times it is just so hard to trust in the things you can not see or not knowing the outcome. I know life is not supposed to be easy. I know that . It just seems so many many people are dying from cancer. So many people who were prayed so hard for. I don't Doubt God and I don't doubt the power of prayer it has gotten me through some very hard times. I just don't understand why He chooses to heal some and not others. I am sorry but I am just venting .They are just thoughts that fly through my head . Just needing to be honest and ask what I wonder. I know I won't get answers But to sometimes release the thought help!

Adoption Day

Yeah The baby is Finally ours officially!! :) Here are some pictures from today :)

Happy Birteday MAson

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Cartoon and Bad words

Man these days you even have to preview cartoon to make sure there are no bad words in them! My son was watching a superman cartoon. He came out and told me it had 6 bad words in them????? Six bad words in a cartoon!! That is just ridiculous. He told me I know why they have bad word in them Hollywood made them! HAHAHAHAHHA! Thank goodness I have children who strive to do what God wants them to and are very careful not to repeat things they have heard! I am very thankful for that!

a fun day today..

Today we decided to take all 6 kids to Hopewell furnace. Usually taking six kids anywhere results in some one whining crying throwing a temper tantrum and ending with mom and Dad stressed and bummed.
But today they were all pretty good. I love looking at the old houses and just imagining living there. I would love to have some land for my 6 crazy kids to run around on. But here are some pictures of our day. It was alot of fun!

Sick again

Man we can not seem to get a break around here. but yes the sicness bug has hit again. But I do thank God everyday that I am not going through the struggles that cancer families are going through. I read their blogs and it makes you appreciate that it is just a passing sickness. Just reading their blogs and imagining it for myself that thought alone just makes me sufficate. To live that everyday is just hearbreaking. And to top it off they give glory to God. Wow what a testimony to Him. Some times that is hard for me to think about. Why God answers some and takes others. Why when people all over the world are on their knees and He still takes them. ?? That is so hard to understand. Makes you question things. I don't know. I thank you all for letting me read your blogs your blogs have helped me as person more than you will ever know. Someday I wil tell you how but Know that I thank you so much for allowing strangers to read. I have a bunch of pages that are very dear to me .

Snake went missing

Our poor pet snake got of of his cage . How we have no idea. Lid was securly on tite. Rock on top of that! :( We have been searching everywhere with no luck setting up traps ect... It freaked me out at first but Oh well what are you going to do ? Well we replaced hjim my son was so upset :( So now we have a Jack ( after Jack sparrow) kEEPING OUR FINGERS CROSS THAT we will find our other buddy. We have a cat and dog so we are afraid he may have not made it very far! Searching high and low. Just say a prayer . I know it is silly to say a prayer for a snake but God hears big and little prayers. ;)

Countdown getting lower

The countdown is getting lower every day until we adopt our baby! I can not wait to have it done. It is hard doing foster care and not knowing what is around the corner! But Thankfully He will be ours within the next few months.